I Prayed God Would Take You
Nearly 20 years on ... grief has become a companion.

I Prayed God Would Take You
[Verse 1]
That night, oh that awful, horrible night
In Rochester General, under the pale light
You and me, Dad, just holdin' on tight
The last night of your life, the end of my fight
A phase closin' down, another one starts
But losin' you here, it's tearin' my heart
[Chorus]
I prayed God would take you, no pain, no more strife
Held your hand in the dark, beggin' for your life
To end without sufferin', through the morphine haze
I sang "Amazing Grace," in that quiet maze
Lung cancer took hold, no chance they all said
Morphine and hospice, that's all that we had
I prayed God would take you, and He did that night
But the relief in my soul turned to grief's endless fight
[Verse 2]
They told us the truth, straight to the bone
No hope in the fight, you'd battle alone
I held you so close, whispered prayers in your ear
Sang that old hymn to chase away fear
Your hand in mine, cold but still strong
Askin' the Lord to carry you along
[Chorus]
I prayed God would take you, no pain, no more strife
Held your hand in the dark, beggin' for your life
To end without sufferin', through the morphine haze
I sang "Amazing Grace," in that quiet maze
Lung cancer took hold, no chance they all said
Morphine and hospice, that's all that we had
I prayed God would take you, and He did that night
But the relief in my soul turned to grief's endless fight
[Bridge]
A tear of release on your right cheek so still
The weight liftin' off, but it left me to feel
This wrenchin' inside, like a storm in my chest
"How do we go on without him?" she asked
Chokin' through grief, in the silence we wept
For the man that you were, the love that you kept
[Outro/Chorus - Soaring]
I prayed God would take you, and now you're at peace
But here in the shadows, the hurt doesn't cease
Held your hand one last time, sang grace through the pain
Dad, you're gone but your memory remains
I prayed God would take you... and He did that night
In my heart-broken world, you're my guiding light